31st of August, 2008

Hi guys, non of the stickers went to waste xDxD

Location : *mind the untidy bed ><*


Closer View :


I know it isn't quite the boy thing to make a love shape thingie, but it might give me a better start each day with some love from everyone that came tonight =3

And even though It might not last forever, but i'll try ^^


Note

You still have a lot of growing up to do, young lad.

Odd, but true.

"We make them cry who care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us.

And we care for those who will never cry for us."

Faith

"Despite how much we want to understand and interpret Your wills and doings, how can so limited wisdom understand such a great Creator?"

Thank you guys.

Risen from the dead is me, which the dead refers to my bed. To put it short, i just woke up again after sleeping somehow.

This is going to be my last post for quite some time, back to life with so much to study, arrange, life for and enjoy. With that part settled and finished off already, Law is back as my number one target now, in You-dubb as well. Hmm, sounds hard? Nah, another 100% for 2-3 months will solve the problem xD

Thank you all, for those that had to bare with my emotion swings, Angel for nagging AND LISTENING, to me, Liz for studying IS with me *let's do it sometimes again*, brother Bing, for always being there, Kelvin, for noticing how much i needed a hug once in a while, Cindy, for patiently listening to my story always as well as sharing so much with me. Sam, for shining up everyone's life, Joyce, for hanging in always =P, and then the rest of the people in my life, I'd need a whole night to list them out, but thanks guys, for being in my life, wouldn't have it any other way.

Okay, i am going to get a good rest tonight, after 2 agonizing week, it's time to suck it all up, and continue the choo-choo train to UWA. Cya guys right at the end. It's a must.

感情的事

其实现在并不是最佳的时间写到这样的事, 因为自己还蛮蒙蒙咚咚的, 但是就回应下你吧朋友, 用下自己以前写过的东东.

在世上的每个人都是独特的, 也绝非找不到一个能100%和你一样的人. 有时仅为了这些差距, 人们之间有了摩擦. 彼此的摩擦是很痛, 但是却能磨练出更好的你. 相对的, 过分的摩擦, 会让两人之间什么都不剩下的. 也就是因为这样我们才需要智慧懂得与人相处. 或许有些人的人缘好, 但我相信这会是大家一辈子的功课来的. 既然如此, 就应该以颗快乐的心去努力, 这样才会长久.

"给与接受是友情与爱情里自然的回应,藏着本身自己的旋律.倘若要求的太多,拿到的也只单单是为了回答你的要求.给得太多, 却会无形中让对方的脚步显的沉重.在它自配的安排里,相信会看到更多更轻松,更快乐的两个人."

曾经写过的东西, 始终是忘不了, 却在平凡的生活当中没有把它实行出来. 来到这里发现自己真的还要学习接受自己所明白的事情, 而非选择性的选择自己所想要知道的.

感情很奇妙, 有那么多需要我们去学, 去包容, 去明白, 去体会. 有读过书, 听听人家的故事,有看过人家的爱情起伏. 的确丰富了我, 但现在它们都只成了纸上谈兵. 真正感情的学习在于自己去经历这些事情, 从一次又一次的跌倒当中学习爬起来, 更加小心与细心, 一直到你走到家为止.

也不知道还有什么好写的, 自己有点blur的时候会说自己都不是很明白的东西 (我最喜欢的借口), 等我有这样的感觉后再写写吧, 感觉蛮棒的 =3=3


Warning on reading my blog

Recently this has been my dump spot for what i need so say cause imma just getting lazy to talk xD But i guess the case is, i assume i need a rest, rather than running into the cannon before wearing my helmet and get fired out into the cold world =P Okay, officially sounds weird. But if it's time to rest, one will really need to rest before continuing on, don't feel the need to rush everything, things will come if they are meant to while we work the best we can in our own parts.

Went to the faith in action talk today by Reverent Dr. T, was great, nothing but great. I stumbled inside my mind bout a phrase that i've heard before, i'll try to quote it, but i'm nt sure whether it's the same:

"Our God is sometimes like light.
You can't see light, but without it, you can't see anything.
I can't see God, but through Him, i see everything else."


No blog post is complete without pictures !!!!!!! *hang in, cause it's going to be an airplane of pictures coming ur way xD*

- This is the front of my school, somehow my underlying conscious took this photo without me much realizing it until a few days ago, but it looks good, so much better than what i have to face in the classes ><


- There has been an abundant of cakes in this week too, with the first one being from care group and the second one made by all of the vickeries for Cindy's burfday. They might look different, but i ensure you that they're all 100% love =P

- Spring is just around the corner recently, with all the flowers blooming, the sun up, and the part which doesn't appeal much, the weather getting hot again =x=

- Oh ya, if you can't imagine what it is being up stage looking down at a lot of people, this would be the image =P


- Somehow taking pictures of myself doesn't feel like a taboo anymore

Okie guys, ran out of photo to continue on, so this is how my life is going on, note more on the small updates i post up randomly each day or so. Okie, i'm going to finish my laundry and go to sleep already xDxD Take care guys, and stay well too =3

Hi guys

Posting here now feels kinda random, cause there isn't much happening in my life that has such a significant effect to make me post something so late, maybe my wreaking english essay which i shall not mention here today and try to let it pass, or just plain more about how i've been recently.

Redefining the term of "being okay" is needed now. I remembered aunty kim mentioning before about being in the middle of the warm glaciers and the ice cold water. Yes, that's where i'm now, nowhere near any part of it. It feels like being sitted around and waiting for something to happen while life just takes it's own pace in moving forward while you lie in it's shadow of yesterday. Funny isn't it?

I've been happy, sad, angry once in a while, depressed, sorrow and pain, but nothing feels like what i'm being right now, being in the middle, emotionless. I sorta need to clarify something here. I'm not going EMO =x=

Definition of Emo (gave it a though today):
People who let their overwhelming emotions take over themselves into cases which they themselves are just too tired to change any of that and let emotions roam through themselves like hungry lions.

Definition of Emotional (gave it more though today):
People who are filled with emotions towards the cold cruel world, even though they do have rather more reacting hormones towards stuffs than others, it doesn't mean that they don't go on with life and live life to the fullest?

Okay, mayb i'm just being emo. But being in this situation has gotta stop, otherwise i'll turn into emo zombies, sucked up into the vortex of endless-repeating sad songs, hiding in the dark corner licking my wounds, and painting my room dark. Okay, i'm sure that's all not going to happen, cause i don't want it to happen.

Back to point, it's been a long week today, with ups and downs and etc, but i'm glad it's through, and i hope i've learned something out of it, otherwise it's just going to reappear.

Cheerful music, slightly not-that-repetative food, the sun, a little talk with long-lost friends, a little hug and warm warm milk should do the job. Sounds like a little child needing love? I might just am being one.

爱情

我很希望你的到来, 但如果你来得不完整, 在不对的时间, 也在不对的人, 那么我宁愿等待一份完整的恋爱了 =3=3

我不会, 也再也不会了.

其实我受够了, 受够了你们的刺, 受够了你们的话, 也受够了自己给自己的难受.

不会, 也绝对不会再委屈自己的感觉了.
不需要面对着我不想笑的人笑,
不需要装傻接受你们的讽刺,
不需要什么都扛在自己的身上做,
不需要珍惜个不懂的珍惜我的人.
这一切都不重要了, 因为我比它们都值得.

我想要天天都能做自己,
虽然有时会很幼稚, 很天真, 很常做错很多事, 说错很多的话,
但我很开心, 因为大家都能开心的生活在一起.

可是,我不会,也不会再也委屈我自己,
不为了任何人,
我会学会更爱我自己的.

快快.

乘我还这样想时写出来吧:

有时刺猬把自己围起来, 并不是因为他想伤害你, 而是他也怕自己受伤.

Sundays

I just love to daze, and think of how great Your love is on the cross.

Smile

Smile guys, cause God smiles too whenever you do =3=3

特别的一天

想着以前自己迷恋着杰伦的"开不了口”,因他总能表达自己无法说得一切. 然而也因此我曾经错过了眼前的许多事物. 或许不是我的东东, 也不会有任何的错过吧.

虽然自己很希望现在会有什么发生, 但是现在绝对不是任何事情发生的时间. 面对着自己的期考与大考的来临, 除了抓住机会, 也需要尽了自己的全力去把握它. 为了你, 你们, 大家. 如果不好好考, 那一切的诺言也只能建在言语上. 行动, 才会让你有安全感.

原本自己又很感性的想说希望能保护你etc etc, 但是, 还是现在好好的去读书, 进到了law, 才有能力完成你我的梦想.

今天

可能还需要多一点勇气 =P

Something about life.

It might be a little late for me, but i realised, thanks to bing, that life is a continous on-going thing. Things in life have to move on. Changed will come and will happen. Even though there are a lot of things which i hope to freeze in time, it'll still go along with time. I can't change what's going to happen, but i can cherish whatever i still have now, and keep the memories with me, wherever i go.

Superb weekend xD

I know it's late and etc, but this post must go on !!! *Serious important part of my life* Okie, i doubt that i'll look anything like that again in the near future, unless there are a few more hip-hop themed parties to go xD *Thanks bing, edward for posing with me*d Last friday was our Sister's Night 2008 for IMC, was way cool, never had a cooler party than that. But somehow i think the sisters enjoyed it more than i did, but i did really enjoy ya =P Everyone had a superb time and i wouldn't have missed it even for the olympic openings (which i did miss) xDxD

Less talking, more pictures :
- Mafia brothers ready to go, maybe one, one is just being an ah-beng *angel ring lights up*
- Hip hop buddies in church, starting with liz and definitely not ending with Mel.
- Trust me, anyone would know we were acting =P=P But still, it felt more than friendship, a closer friendship =3
- I don't know what i'd do without you all !!!! *hugs*

- The next day, Joyce and i went to watch the basketball match between the 3 methodist churches. Congrats still on winning all 3 places in the mix match, super proud of IMC ^^ Especially Esther, Mel, Sam, Jess and Kim, who really showed them that girls can also play basketball!! Had a terrific day with everyone that day.
- Then that night *of my fun filled weekend*, we had a bbq at Vickery House. It's been so long after Joyce's burfday that we didn't have a bbq already. But still i super loved and enjoyed it. Thank Kwang Kiat for inviting me along ya =3=3 And everyone there that day that made the day so much more memorable. ^^
- The next day (here he goes again), after church, we went to UWA's expo / open day in the city. It was quite late when we reached, but we still managed to grab a glance at our so lovable probably-university-to-be for a few of us. Besides the not so well establish law facilities (and creepy looking), the rest was fine. Everyone had a great view on what to be, to expect and to strive for in the rest half of the year for our interested courses, sspecially our super-addicted-to-architecture friend which i think her name is Liz.

- Random picture i took at Karawara about doggies on discount that is. The price might be on discount, but not the cuteness and lovability of them =3=3
And with that, i'll end my post bout these few days, kinda short, but in short of time to rush for preparation for my mock exams soon. Cya all soon, and ally at the end of the bridge =P=P

Love much,
Oliver

一切都很值得.

今天应该是回到perth的第四个礼拜了. 才发现到最近的时间都过得很快, 随便读读书, 收拾收拾家里后就过了一天. 妈咪以前都经常说到每个人都有自己做不完的事, 只是你是否自己愿意去做完它. 现在就有这样的感觉.

四个礼拜内其实也发生了蛮多的事情. 比如收到了东澳大学的通知信, 经历了自己给自己的苹果磨练, 开始尽力去读书, 也理清了自己许多繁杂的感情. 回来这里后也知道了perth永远都会是我生命中一份抹不掉, 美好的回忆.

近来自己也尽量都好好用了自己的时间, 希望明天的记忆不会留空. 但这飞快地速度是到我的时间已经不在我的手掌中了. 六个礼拜后就会到了学校的第二学期大考了, 最近要好好注意报名大学, 更需要注意自己的成绩. 一定要做的事情也蛮多的 =P=P

听到我说要好好读书应该有点惊人吧. 似乎自己在中学的生涯里头都没有这样读书的劲. 来的这么突然的感觉, 原本以为只是自己幼稚的冲动, 但现在自己都开始跟上梦想的脚步, 一步一步慢慢的往前看, 往前行. 为了自己现在和将来的家庭, 为了能继续完成自己的梦想, 为了能留在perth, 为了能继续跟大家一起生活, 更重要, 为了神给我潜在的目的.

未来不远了. 现在做的一切可能都比以前难, 比以前辛苦, 但这好像不是问题了. 只在乎现在做的, 是否都值得呢?

We're GREAT !



*after not being great for sooooooooo long ><

This Friday.

- Sister's night to come xDxD

Here's a show of what IMC did last year :






I just can't wait for this friday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday nights

Saturday nights sounds weird, normally it's Friday's happy hour, or sunday night upcoming-blues, but saturday nights seem to be the middle of all the fun and the start of another hectic week for everyone.

Today's quite an okay day, actually i made a list of to-do thingies, but i didn't manage to finish them all up though. Mom was right about always have things to do while i usually slack back at Malaysia. The problem might be if you look far enough xD

Note to self : Should change the list into "want-to-do" list, that way atleast i don't feel guilty if i don't finish them up.

After i finished the apple meal which lasted for 3 days, everything went back to normal, about being overthinking too much (who says you can't think when u're hungry xD), and going into wrong classes, being blur about how my timetable is. And, i haven't touch an apple since, not that i hate them now, it's just that i still don't have a reason to eat them again >"<

It turned out to be more of a mental training rather than a slimming project. It came out of random when i decided to go for it last monday, don't ask, i can't answer why too. Many lessons were learned within those 3 days, which i wanted to right i think yesterday, but it's nowhere to be found. Well, the NEXT TIME i go for it, i'll make sure i do write them up =P

It's been about 2 weeks since i came back to Perth, still don't feel the homesick jor, but rather relieved and thankful that i have such a great chance to be back here to study. Now that the mock exams, final exams and uni entrance are so near, it's really a challenge to face life as it goes on. What to be, what to do, what to study, how to do.... etc etc... The list can just go on, but atleast we all know that we're heading somewhere now rather than standing on the spot =P=P

So much that i wanted to say before, but couldn't recall, maybe it's just emotions and random thoughts, but i'm so glad still that the day has ended, and it's time to switch off my lights to rest. Tomorrow's gonna be sunday and it's the most favourite day of my week. So sleep early everyone, toodles, and have a good rest tonight =3=3

Love,
Oliver