Take care 2008, bye.

Been a really wonderful year, just splendid.

Special new year wish for a special friend. Will be waiting for you in UWA, cya there soon =)

Back?

Hi guys, been like super long since i mopped the dust off this blog, stuff something new in it, or even visit it >< The horror of knowing that it's been almost a month since my last post already kills the mood of blogging again x.x

Indeed, it's been a while. Rather a lot has happened through this period, so much fun stuff that i should be blogging, but slacked >< Erm, beach. shopping, KL, shopping and more shopping !!

Oh well, i might slack another 2 more month before leaving back for Perth next feb, so i'll write some facts to conclude my whole year's life in Perth =P=P

1) This has been lingering in my mind *shocking*, but we all counted, and Edward and i have like taken atleast >4 boxes of instant noodles throughout the year (reminded me of a special post i should make for Edward)

2) I've cooked, washed plates, mop the floor, vacuum, wipe my room, do laundries, buy groceries, take buses and trains, go to the ATM and banks.

3) I've spent more time on the internet and inside my room than any other year before.

4) I've live (consecutive days) under the hotest (40+ degrees) days and the coldest (1-5 degrees) of my life so far. Winter Rocks !!

5) I've met loads of people from all different places. Just to name a few, Malaysia, Singapore, Vietnam, Hong Kong, China, Zambia, etc etc...

6) I've craved to go home more than anytime before.

7) i've weirdly decided to go for law, though i find it quite interesting, and studied like super duper hardcore for it.

8) I realised that i really like Perth and wouldn't mind staying there in the future.

9) I've grown a big big fond of towards Immanuel Methodist Church, just love them heaps, especially Pastor James and Aunty Kim =D

10) I'm going back again next year =) (99.99% already =P)

Okie, think i'll have to stop here >< 10's a perfect number xD Will add on if i get any, and update when i remember that this blog exists xD tata everyone, take good care of yourselves, and happy holidays everyone =)

♬ Just Keep Swimming... ♬

Oh well, time flies, comes and goes. College ended sometime ago, and a few of my friends left back for home already. Yea, indeed, this year was so fast that i barely enjoyed it enough before it left.

Looking back from last year, i wonder what i was doing at this time a year back ago, most probably dying over the dreadful SPM i guess. As time goes, reflecting back on how we've all grown, changed and been mold by time along with the people around us, it brings up a smile in our faces, everyone's moving forward.

Take a good look backwards, have a good small smile and wave, and it's time to look forward, for that's where i'll be heading.

Love,
Ver`

Cannings 2008

This feels so hard to start off, but i'll just go with the flow as things get in i guess.

Let's say that there was this year, 2008, and this bunch of people who newly came to Perth and didn't have any clue on who, what, where, when, why, how. Somehow all of us gathered around IMC, and there you have the Vickeries.

This is how it started :

I still thank God every time i daze, or remember about the day we all met. It wasn't by random, never is, and never was. Once in a while, while digging through or arranging photos, finding a photo of us seems regular and so normal, but now it means so much more than i can bring about with words.

I probably would have ended up as an emo kid stuck inside my room each day if it wasn't for each and everyone of them, but thanks guys, for making this year a memorable one. The times we all took the bus around, studied in school, time spent on the fields watching the stars and talking our hearts out, times we've all craved and had in Hungry Jacks, times we've run around getting lost sometimes, or just the times we had each other around.

Home away from home sounds very weird, but it was what i found here, having all of you as a part of our family, it couldn't have been any more perfect than the way it was. Though time flies, and we'll be heading in our own uni ways very soon, do remember this year, a special year spent together.

This will be a photo where we have to stop for a while, not an ending, cause i believe that this is something that will never end.

As memories and all these can fade someday, the reason and meaning behind all never will.

Thanks guys, love you all heaps, and let's have another great year next year =)

With heaps of love,
Oliver,
11.42pm / 15.11.2008

Phew.

Hi guys, thank God i'm here >"< Exam stress is no joke, plus the WAUFP exam was like x10000000000 times more stressful then my SPM. Might be being away from home, pr taking into my whole life is dependant on whether i can get into uni, and how each paper is like a life-detemining factor to take into consideration, or just once, i have to tackle exams without family support around...

Emotional, or depression, it didn't have much of a border or clear cut of where i was, but it was down right deep and dark.

Mornings didn't seem new and welcoming, but rather repeatful miserables.
Nights didn't feel peaceful and calming, but rather when the mind runs amok.
Foods are tasteless, and it seemed as if i was eating merely to survive.
Sleep couldn't make much sense, with my lying around, merely thinking about stuff.
End of exams didn't sound cheerful, cause it meant i have to start HARD uni life soon.
Every studying moment reminded me of how much i still don't know.
Exams made me felt stupid for once.
Everything seemed like a stranger that had no connection to my life.
and My heart seemed to have a deep dark hole, which couldn't even echo out my cry for help.

Think i've been through this stage a few times before, but non this worst, and still wondering how to not get into it, or immediately get out of it ><>

But thank God.

For the time of riches, to share with those in need,
For the time of poorness, to go through times with them;
For the time of joyfulness, to sprinkle bits of encouragement with everyone,
For the time of sadness, to understand and feel how people do.

Done, signified, and filed. Now that it's all over, time to GO for my most favourite subject to study, Information Systems, here i comeeee ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Take care guys, and all the best to everyone's exam =P

Life lessons









Hope that you learned something, cause i'm sure i first did =3

It's time

Time to finish what we all started.

Permanent Consistency

Hi guys, day 2 of exam period and i know i should be studying and all that, but this is a one time thing that i think i should post up, so that i can study in peace.

Title : Permanent Consistency

Yes, you read it right, that's what i felt like writing now, due to personal experience last night here, i guess i need a lesson of it too right now.

Have you ever realise that you can start something off really really well, but in the end they just end up jumbled while you just hope that everything ends up quickly?

You aren't alone xD I feel that a lot too, and i think i know why

*Based on my case*

When i get something working, i make sure i GET IT WORKING, as in putting in 100% effort into it, when i start, i ensure that i do all in all that i can get or reach, and therefore it often ends up as a good start.

As i work on, little by little, the effort feel tiring and wearing if i *think* i'm not getting enough of it, and therefore i'll chip off the effort, one small piece by another, and in the end, i'll just end up with something below my own expectancy, sad, depress and therefore hope that it all gets away.

Yup, mom was right when she mentioned that i usually start off stuff great, but usually make up a mess that she'll have to clear for me >< It took a while to realise that for myself @@

People often mention that, a good start is nearly half a success, but they never mentioned, *provided you keep it all up* It's not about how fast you start at the starting line, but how you keep your speed and cross the finishing line, proudly.

I thought of this very weird example, but i'm just gonna put it down =P

There was this time when Edward and Kelvin were classmates in school, they often make noise around and run around amok disturbing the peace in class. One day, the teacher was having a bad day, and was officially pissed off by their usual act. *Taadaa.....* There goes punishment for Edward and Kelvin.

Both of them were sent outside of the class. The teacher gave them both a pencil, and it wasn't for writing. They were required to have a competition, to see who can lift the pencil for a longer time period, the person who lost would be required to stand outside of class for the whole day.

Right after the teacher finished his sentence, Edward quickly raised the pencil with both his hand, up sky high, as high as he could've stretch. Kelvin on the other hand, merely lift the pencil from this elbow upwards and barely reached his shoulder. The teacher patted Edward's head for the good starting effort, smiled, and then went back to class.

3 minutes....

5 minutes....

5 minutes and 30 seconds...

Without a second look, the teacher asked Kelvin to come in, Edward was completely defeated. Kelvin even came in smiling, without much of being tired even.

- End of story -

Lesson of story : Never ever do something you can't keep yourself doing on, and, never try to be teacher's pet unless you can keep it up too xD (teachers always know well)

I'll try my best too to remember this lesson, something which i still lack so much in learning. Nevertheless, i'm gonna start, and the only way to keep it going for long is to keep a light heart at all time, no stress, and smile =3

Thought of a lot of elaborations just now and etc, but i can't remember, but maybe that'll serve as some food for thought for the moment for everyone =)

Okie then, i'll be going to keep up my normal studying time, all the best everyone in your finals, and as Marshy and Kimmy always reminds me, smile heaps =D=D

Much much love,
Ollie

P.S. - This post marks my 100th post for my blog *celebrates with champaign*, okie, back to work ><

12.36pm 03/11/2008

Last 5 hours of chemistry in my studying life xDxD

All the best everyone !!

来的时候再告诉我吧

望着时间, 发现到它其实真的很慢;
不自觉地一直拉好衣服,
能够停止的呼吸,
呆着的眼神,
说不出话的感觉.

有时不知道是自己呼吸的太快,
还是赶时间,
或者是哪根筋不对,
会出现这样的情况.

但是,
下次如果你决定出现时,
记得要给我个肯定,
告诉我时间到了 =)

我们

如果

你笑; 我会看着你微微的笑起来,
你哭; 我会和你伤心的流泪,
你走; 我会陪你走完最后一刻.

他笑; 我会和他开怀大笑
他哭; 我会努力的安慰他,
他走; 我会挥挥手送上祝福.

这, 就是我们的分别吧 =3=3

Pre-Graduate Symptoms (PGS)

Yup, i think i'm having the Pre-Graduate Symptoms (self-declared PGS), where you seem to stand in the middle of time, looking forward at what's going to happen, and what has happen, and be still in the midst of them.

The Past lies behind me, pushing me ahead to what i need to attend,
The Future lies ahead of me, pulling me away from my past wrongs and dones.

The Future Ahead, does seem really ahead and real.

______________________________________________________________________

Okay, end of the feeling stuff, now a bit of how everyone's doing recently, well, practically fine, everyone's working hard with the tests, and it's almost done xDxD FINALLY !! But yea, everyone's still going to miss college still ><

Can't much think of anything else to post here, brain can't function with chunks of Chemistry loitering around still trying to get into the memory. Will try to make better posts after my finals, which won't be really far away yet ba =P Okie, till then, take care everyone, and God bless =3=3

Love,
Oliver

原创01

望着自己需要做的功课, 想到满袋子的笔, 就写出来吧.

*画出你的爱情*

恋爱, 或爱情中的人们都在白纸上画出他们的爱情.

有些人习惯用铅笔,
尝试着画, 却随时准备好橡胶擦,
遇到困难时就直接擦下去, 从新来过.

有些人选择用刀片,
一丝一丝的割下去,
如果碰巧割的对,就会成了个永世的传奇,
割错了, 世上就多了张用不了的废纸.

有些人喜欢用颜色笔,
画出迷人的图画,
然而当那幅画显得很乏闷,
随手换了把颜色笔,
继续画下去吧.

有些人决定用原子笔,
一笔一笔慢慢的画上擦不去的印迹,
细心的添上细节,
一直到最后一笔为止.

一直尝试的画画, 又怎么肯定会有画完的一天呢?
急躁极端的画画, 又能奈何得了多少张的白纸呀?
花花绿绿的画画, 最后又归于哪个颜色?


“爱情就像画画, 愚昧人会随手画出很多的画画, 而聪明人却选择一面想, 一面画下去, 因为他明白一生当中只需要一幅名画.”

-家辉
-草于2008年10月19号
-6.47p.m.

Hi guys.

It's weird how i hesitated to press the "new post" button and get something into this almost dead blog today >"<

Sorry guys, been on self-declared hiatus for sometime around this blogging thing, took a super slack time out of my life and then came back to my mocks. Never knew that mocks can be so demanding too ><

Today marks the finishing of my second subject, and thank God that till now everything has went well and i don't have to painfully look back once in a while and gasp that i haven't done something better. You've done your best, and according to the parents' guide book, that's what only matters.

It's already the 15/10/2008 (remembered Kelly mentioning it this morning before test), and i'm less than a month from finishing college, which is a good thing to look forward to. Somehow we all looked back at our orientation this afternoon at lunch, at how everyone didn't sort of know each other, until now that we're all well-established in Perth, with friends, and futures ahead here.

It has been wonderful here in Perth, knowing people, living a new life on my own, learning new stuffs, gaining new experiences, living a dream of mine, and seeing how big the world can actually be. Never regretted much here, maybe the slack and not studying hard enough part, but others are definitely perfect the way they were.

Vickery House is awesome, the most random, funnest, shocking, lol, funny things happen here, especially when everyone is in super stress, or super holiday mode. xD But yeah, living with everyone had it sweet, sour, bitter and hot times, and everyone one of them will remain as pieces of my big Perth-Jigsaw puzzle memory.

Canning College, place to study, have fun and best of all, meet people. Even though i didn't quite intend to meet anyone in Perth, since the whole objective of coming here is to study, i did meet a lot of people. Loads of lovables from my ELACS, Chemistry, Calculus, Applicable Maths and Information Systems class. I would have died our of boredom long ago if it wasn't them here. Lecturers here are cute too, in their own ways, and i especially remember Lyn and Julia, never failing to keep me awake =P

IMC must get a post here. Ah, IMC, sweet memories that gets me toothaches at night. IMC sounded different when i first heard of it before i came. Mainly because i was from a rather big church back home and IMC seemed small >< *sorry sorry* BUT, i <3 ya IMC. At first i was almost gonna go into the chinese side, but now i'm right in the middle, getting the best of both worlds. Special thanks to Pastor and Aunty Kim, for loving us international students just like your children, and just a really big big thank you. My lovely brothers and sisters from IMC just couldn't escape xD !! Actually i'm sorta blank in what to write cause there is just so much to start with, but i'll try someday to write something bout everyone =P

Okie, i guess this should be it, mocks are stuffing up the pipes in my brain, and they're constantly reminding me that i should get back to studying >< Till next time, take care everyone and God bless :3:3

Love,
Oliver

P.S. - I'm addicting to this thing, called Facebook.

The almost-to-be 100th post

Somehow this was almost my 100th post even though i haven't actually posted so much posts in the past 9 months. There were drafts, and accidental saves, and a few special posts that were somehow buried here without me even remembering them. But yea, this is my 93rd post so i'm just going to say something to make a milestone after blogging for so long =P

*Thanks for everyone that is reading my blog still, really keeps me blogging at times because of a "how are you", "thanks", and even the reader thingie beside my blog adding up day by day*

The specialness of human nature

Humans are somehow one of those most special creations of God that seems to just make no sense at times.

We often say "yes" when our brains says so while our hearts don't,
We often do things we want to do but not the things we need to do,
We push, when the sign says pull,
We break things that we know are fragile,
We sometimes say or write things we don't fully mean,
We always have three fingers pointing back at us,
We always try to get things we don't have but forget about the things we have,
We can easily notice a small dot on a big white piece of paper,
We ask more than we give,

We seriously aren't perfect, but it doesn't mean that we should stop trying. Each and everyday, the sun still shines even though he knows that it'll just get dark again. Spiders still continue their never-ending spirit of building their webs, animals still roam the land even thought they know that everything will fade one day. If they aren't stopping, why should we? Plus, God loves us so much that He gave His one and only son for us. That, is a big enough reason =)

So much to say, but so little words to use.

Thank you for the day Lord, for another breath, another spectrum of light, for every sip of air, for every droplet of water, and every small crumble of Grace, Hope, and blessing in my life.

Thank you mom and dad, for working and saving so hard to send me over to this wonderful place to study, for loving the unlovable parts of me, for bringing my into this world, for showing me how great love is, for raising and teaching me, for crying when you had to whip me, for always not finishing you food and leaving the rest for me, for giving me stuffs that you guys know are the best, for never having me lift a finger at home, for giving me my dearest brother, for being the best parents i could ever wanted, and lastly, for being the most important part of my earthly life.

Thank you brother, for just being my dearest brother, my personal adviser back home, my playmate, my friend, and never saying "i love you" but still mean it.

Thank you my family, for sharing the same blood and loving me more than just because of that.

Thank you my friends, for showing me how different people are, how the world has so much to see and try, for crying, eating, playing, studying and doing stuff for me. Though we seldom meet at times, thanks for the lessons you've taught me, and the memories that i'll bring on in life.

Thanks to all the not so good stuffs that have happened in my life. You taught me to fear, and it's from fear that everyone learned to grow stronger and be a better person each and everyday.

Oh well, that's all about it guys. =P Cya, once i survive from the dreadful mock ahead ><




I guess,

I'm just lazy.

女朋友是...

* 希望大家会喜欢 *

女朋友是...
女朋友是...
女朋友是:要來溺愛的。
愛她的方法只有三種:溺愛,溺愛,然後還是溺愛。
女朋友是:要來明白這個世上除了男人之外,原來還有一種兩腳生物,是你窮畢生的聰明才智也沒法理解的。你不能吃她,又不能不理她,只能愛她。
女朋友是:要來訓練膽識的。
家裡有蟑螂,壁虎或任何可怕的小生物,你去殺生。
前面好像有什麼危險,你去看看。
遇到惡人,你上!
女朋友是:要來練習臂力的:
所有重的東西,你拿。
不時要抱抱。雖然你沒比她重很多,而且她最近吃很多,屁股甚至比你的大。
親熱之後,雖然很累,你的手臂還是要伸出來讓她的頭枕著,讓她覺得幸福。
女朋友是:要來自找麻煩的。
有的時候,你覺得沒有自由。
沒有的時候,你發現這樣的自由有點蒼白。
女朋友是:要來百思不得其解的。
你永遠弄不明白,為什麼她平時買了那麼多的衣服,每次要外出時仍然會苦惱地對著衣櫃抱怨:
「天呀!我沒有衣服穿!」
女朋友是:要來違反天性的。
男人明明是天生會到處播種,到處留情的動物,然而,你卻會因為她而明白,欲只可以寸進,惟有愛可以直抵心房。你竟會為她想到守身如玉。
女朋友是:要來提升男性荷爾蒙的。
每一次,當你滔滔不絕地談到你的工作,你的理想,每一次,當你大發議論的時候,你看到面前這個女人,她微笑的眼睛望著你,充滿仰慕和崇拜,那一刻,你突然覺得,你在這個世界上是多麼的重要,你是個多麼了不起的男人。
女朋友是:要來明白有一種幸福叫做寒冷。
嚴寒的夜晚,她理直氣壯地把一雙冰冷的腳丫往你暖洋洋的肚子踩過去,你卻竟然覺得有一種說不出的溫暖的幸福。
女朋友是:要來讓你變回一個小孩子的。
你明明已經長大成人了,這個女人還是會在餐廳裡把好吃的菜送到你嘴裡,而你竟然會不在乎旁人的目光,張開嘴巴吃得津津有味。
女朋友是:要來心軟的。
愛上了她,你才發現原來你不是鐵石心腸的,原來你還是很怕女人哭的。
女朋友是:要來挑戰人類極限的。
看過她睡覺時流口水的樣子,你還是覺得她可愛。
看過她最糟糕的時刻,你還是很想跟她一起。
原來,你可以這麼愛一個女人。
原來,你可以這樣等一個女人。
女朋友是:要來欺負的。
你做夢的時候儘管可以這麼想。
女朋友是:你不想她跟別人結婚,可她想你跟她結婚的時候,你卻又會害怕。
女朋友是:她把最多的思念留給你,你卻害她流最多的眼淚的人.

Canning College School Ball 2008

Just in case some random guys from Russia came and read my blog and didn't have any clue on what had happen to my life in the past 4 hours. Today, was my school's first annual school ball. Yes, first, we, dance floor *mind me, in love with the dance floor*.

It turned out much more than i would have ever expected, except the romantic dances under the moonlight, okay, that wasn't much practically. Thank you DJ, for the nice pop songs, that gave everyone somewhat a night to remember. Thank you everyone for dressing so ever nicely and making the night a success. Thank you Canning College, for creating such a chance for us to mingle around with people. Thank you Jervynna (hope i don't spell this wrong), for being a personal FA. Thank you mom for giving me money to go to the ball and getting me nice clothes to go to. Thank God for the nice weather too. Last but not least, thank you friends, for giving me these priceless memories.

Okay, enough with the thanks speech. Now, let's follow the night with pictures =3 No blog post can be complete without pictures xDxD




- This was the decorations for out mini cafeteria into a dance floor. Sorry for the weird lightning, my phone can't take really good pictures within enclosed areas. But see the helium balloons, poker cards around, small dance floor in front, flashy tables with mini stars on them. All for our James-Bond themed dance of the night.

- Yea, this is the table that we all had. In total there was like 12? Can't much remember. around 90 - 100 people, loads of fun, food, drinks (non-alcoholic), dancing, sweating, camming, laughing, loving, music, dry ice, balloons, and a lot that is stored somewhere in my puny brain >"<

- This is liz, and yea, you might guess that i'm really fortunate to live near such a beautiful girl. But.......... Yeah, i'm fortunate to have met such a nice friend in Perth xD

- This is Joanna, really nice-to-be-with girl too. Really fun when active and provides loads of laughter around. =P

- Jonathan, my own hommie in Vickery House. Close buddies in Perth, been through a lot here, and still going on really good xD

- This is my chemistry-buddy-gone-into-my-life. We sorta started out friends since sitting back in chemistry class. Without him, i would have practically died in chemistry >< too =")


- This is kar kiat. Humerous, fun, really really well organized person, leader-like, and a good friend to be around with. =3

- This is wen hui. I think we've met in my old high school before i switched to my new high school. +1 for Miri people x)
- Our four lovables are here. From left, Joyce, Kelly, Liz and Sam. Thanks for the encouragement (Joyce), Fun (Kelly), Special foods (Liz), and fun again (Sam) throughout the year. Really appreciated what you all left inside this year.



- I think this is called camwhoring? Ok, i'm been taking a few pics, cause they are really fun to play with the camera and wonder what angle will produce what. The blurry one is Tim, my Hong Kong friend that always wants to chop people with a knife, sings beautifully, and spices up things in Vickery (jk about the chop people thingie ><) And on my right is Edward. He doesn't usually smile so naturally. Been a hommie for as long as i've been here too. If you want to know him more, visit more often, i might even make a dedicated post for him xDxD

- Lastly, this is me. A young boy that is here to pursue my dreams. Growing through stories to be told to my grandchildren. Embracing each and everyday with a greatful heart, innocent and naive still, but still loving life as it is =3=3

I thought today was a simple dance night, but it seemed more of a milestone in my life. More like a finishing touch towards my ending college year. In about a few more months time, i'm about to embark on a new journey in life, my actual dream of being a lawyer, reaching a nearer stage of being a man, much much more to see and experience once again.

One day i might have already forgotten about tonight, this year and everyone, and even though the ball ended just as fast as our college year has been, i believe one day that we'll all meet again, the same people, the same dance floor, the same hearts.

I still remember

That day, when everyone was looking at me and wondering how i couldn't get my "b" and "d" well differentiated.

Then mom came and said,


"It's only 2 words of the alphabet, have you looked at the rest of the 24 alphabets that he's tried and done well?"

Till today, that keeps me going on.

Happy Mooncake Festival

It might be a little bit late, but happy Mooncake festival everyone =)


And though it might not be this year, i hope that this canbelong to you next year =3=3



礼仪与礼貌

很久很久以前, 就从我有记忆以来, 爸妈都很注重我与人们沟通上的礼仪及礼貌. 不论何时何地, 都必须要以至高的礼貌待人. 原本觉得这一切都很客套, 但现在明白爸妈都很有远见, 为了我准备好一件的礼物, 我的私人面具.

事先申明, 礼仪和礼貌并不时时都是面具, 但在必要时, 它却能是你最佳的面具, 能顺利的带你演完一部的戏.

在有需要的情况下,

当你看到自己不想见的, 做了自己负担不起的事, 或则是无意间伤到了任何的人, 这面具可以是最直接的保护, 免了你受到人家的排挤, 眼光, 和想法. 再怎么糟的情况下都会有台下. 礼仪与礼貌, 就是为了避免大家尴尬.

或许你会觉得带着面具的人都好虚伪, 需要假装的面对人. 但是这个世界是残忍的. 礼貌, 能给出人们大家最想见到的一面, 也能掩护了不想让人看到的泪滴与欢笑.

抱歉了, 如果你觉得我一直以来以礼待人是因为这样. 不瞒你说, 我有尽力了, 尽力试着打从心底发出关怀与爱心, 以至高的尊敬和珍惜来对待身边的朋友 (家人免谈, 他们早已得到这一切了). 当颗小小的心无法在容纳他与你时, 我能做到最好的, 就是对着你, 礼貌的微笑了.

Did you know?

That Forever once spelled " For Eve and Ver ",
while now, it's just a song from Chris Brown.

ME, You and the Dance Floor =3=3

Despite

Despite the hot days that are coming through,
Despite the tons of stuff i have to do,
Despite the fact that i'm having two different socks on my feet,

This is going to be a nice sweet day,
For You granted such a day,
And living it for You,
is just the most wonderful thing that can happen =3

With heaps of love,
Oliver =D

其实没有这么难.

终于又上来post东西了. 其实我一直都有想上来这里写些东东, 但是怕又乱乱写, 大家看了乱乱讲, 然后我又乱乱paiseh 而不敢上来吧. 但是这么历史性的一刻, 我又怎么能错过了机会把它批上来呢? =p=p

- 男生学着 女生听着 -


女生 : 我能够知道为什么你会喜欢我吗?
男生 : 这个答案很长, 需要我用一辈子来说, 你准备好要听了吗?
女生 : = = 别学电影里的对白吧. 说下真心话, 为什么你会喜欢上我呀?
男生 : 好啦, 但真的有点长... 就从你的脚说起. 每当我看到你小小的脚所走过的路就会觉得很心疼. 虽然想把你背起来, 但我知道我不能这样做, 因为我希望你能在我的打气下自己努力走下去.
女生 : 好怪哦 =.= 从来没有听过有男生会喜欢女生的脚...
男生 : 当然还有你的手呀... 你小小的手, 让我想永远都牵着她, 让你不需要再担心过马路了. 听清楚, 是我们的一生哦...
女生 : 我... 我... 我... >"<
男生 : 等我说完再来抱我吧 =3 你知道吗, 呆呆的看着你的眼睛, 能反照出了有你的未来是多么的美好. 夜里闭起眼睛想到你, 缓缓的呼吸, 似乎让我感觉到你的气息. 能每天梦见你, 再辛苦的一天都值得了. 最后, 虽然我们的爱情并不能完成你我, 但因为你的存在, 我却更想完成自己, 好让我一直都能保护你.

我对感情的看法就是那么的天真, 而我也不想为了任何人改变它 =P 这次的赌注我输了, 输得彻底. 放心吧, 还没有到跳楼那样的地步. 想说的都说了, 可惜你不会看的懂, 也听不到我亲口说. 今晚结束了后就笑一笑呀, 明天仍然会很值得你开心的过下去的.

小辉上,
草于2008年9月3号
8.24 p.m.

31st of August, 2008

Hi guys, non of the stickers went to waste xDxD

Location : *mind the untidy bed ><*


Closer View :


I know it isn't quite the boy thing to make a love shape thingie, but it might give me a better start each day with some love from everyone that came tonight =3

And even though It might not last forever, but i'll try ^^


Note

You still have a lot of growing up to do, young lad.

Odd, but true.

"We make them cry who care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us.

And we care for those who will never cry for us."

Faith

"Despite how much we want to understand and interpret Your wills and doings, how can so limited wisdom understand such a great Creator?"

Thank you guys.

Risen from the dead is me, which the dead refers to my bed. To put it short, i just woke up again after sleeping somehow.

This is going to be my last post for quite some time, back to life with so much to study, arrange, life for and enjoy. With that part settled and finished off already, Law is back as my number one target now, in You-dubb as well. Hmm, sounds hard? Nah, another 100% for 2-3 months will solve the problem xD

Thank you all, for those that had to bare with my emotion swings, Angel for nagging AND LISTENING, to me, Liz for studying IS with me *let's do it sometimes again*, brother Bing, for always being there, Kelvin, for noticing how much i needed a hug once in a while, Cindy, for patiently listening to my story always as well as sharing so much with me. Sam, for shining up everyone's life, Joyce, for hanging in always =P, and then the rest of the people in my life, I'd need a whole night to list them out, but thanks guys, for being in my life, wouldn't have it any other way.

Okay, i am going to get a good rest tonight, after 2 agonizing week, it's time to suck it all up, and continue the choo-choo train to UWA. Cya guys right at the end. It's a must.

感情的事

其实现在并不是最佳的时间写到这样的事, 因为自己还蛮蒙蒙咚咚的, 但是就回应下你吧朋友, 用下自己以前写过的东东.

在世上的每个人都是独特的, 也绝非找不到一个能100%和你一样的人. 有时仅为了这些差距, 人们之间有了摩擦. 彼此的摩擦是很痛, 但是却能磨练出更好的你. 相对的, 过分的摩擦, 会让两人之间什么都不剩下的. 也就是因为这样我们才需要智慧懂得与人相处. 或许有些人的人缘好, 但我相信这会是大家一辈子的功课来的. 既然如此, 就应该以颗快乐的心去努力, 这样才会长久.

"给与接受是友情与爱情里自然的回应,藏着本身自己的旋律.倘若要求的太多,拿到的也只单单是为了回答你的要求.给得太多, 却会无形中让对方的脚步显的沉重.在它自配的安排里,相信会看到更多更轻松,更快乐的两个人."

曾经写过的东西, 始终是忘不了, 却在平凡的生活当中没有把它实行出来. 来到这里发现自己真的还要学习接受自己所明白的事情, 而非选择性的选择自己所想要知道的.

感情很奇妙, 有那么多需要我们去学, 去包容, 去明白, 去体会. 有读过书, 听听人家的故事,有看过人家的爱情起伏. 的确丰富了我, 但现在它们都只成了纸上谈兵. 真正感情的学习在于自己去经历这些事情, 从一次又一次的跌倒当中学习爬起来, 更加小心与细心, 一直到你走到家为止.

也不知道还有什么好写的, 自己有点blur的时候会说自己都不是很明白的东西 (我最喜欢的借口), 等我有这样的感觉后再写写吧, 感觉蛮棒的 =3=3


Warning on reading my blog

Recently this has been my dump spot for what i need so say cause imma just getting lazy to talk xD But i guess the case is, i assume i need a rest, rather than running into the cannon before wearing my helmet and get fired out into the cold world =P Okay, officially sounds weird. But if it's time to rest, one will really need to rest before continuing on, don't feel the need to rush everything, things will come if they are meant to while we work the best we can in our own parts.

Went to the faith in action talk today by Reverent Dr. T, was great, nothing but great. I stumbled inside my mind bout a phrase that i've heard before, i'll try to quote it, but i'm nt sure whether it's the same:

"Our God is sometimes like light.
You can't see light, but without it, you can't see anything.
I can't see God, but through Him, i see everything else."


No blog post is complete without pictures !!!!!!! *hang in, cause it's going to be an airplane of pictures coming ur way xD*

- This is the front of my school, somehow my underlying conscious took this photo without me much realizing it until a few days ago, but it looks good, so much better than what i have to face in the classes ><


- There has been an abundant of cakes in this week too, with the first one being from care group and the second one made by all of the vickeries for Cindy's burfday. They might look different, but i ensure you that they're all 100% love =P

- Spring is just around the corner recently, with all the flowers blooming, the sun up, and the part which doesn't appeal much, the weather getting hot again =x=

- Oh ya, if you can't imagine what it is being up stage looking down at a lot of people, this would be the image =P


- Somehow taking pictures of myself doesn't feel like a taboo anymore

Okie guys, ran out of photo to continue on, so this is how my life is going on, note more on the small updates i post up randomly each day or so. Okie, i'm going to finish my laundry and go to sleep already xDxD Take care guys, and stay well too =3

Hi guys

Posting here now feels kinda random, cause there isn't much happening in my life that has such a significant effect to make me post something so late, maybe my wreaking english essay which i shall not mention here today and try to let it pass, or just plain more about how i've been recently.

Redefining the term of "being okay" is needed now. I remembered aunty kim mentioning before about being in the middle of the warm glaciers and the ice cold water. Yes, that's where i'm now, nowhere near any part of it. It feels like being sitted around and waiting for something to happen while life just takes it's own pace in moving forward while you lie in it's shadow of yesterday. Funny isn't it?

I've been happy, sad, angry once in a while, depressed, sorrow and pain, but nothing feels like what i'm being right now, being in the middle, emotionless. I sorta need to clarify something here. I'm not going EMO =x=

Definition of Emo (gave it a though today):
People who let their overwhelming emotions take over themselves into cases which they themselves are just too tired to change any of that and let emotions roam through themselves like hungry lions.

Definition of Emotional (gave it more though today):
People who are filled with emotions towards the cold cruel world, even though they do have rather more reacting hormones towards stuffs than others, it doesn't mean that they don't go on with life and live life to the fullest?

Okay, mayb i'm just being emo. But being in this situation has gotta stop, otherwise i'll turn into emo zombies, sucked up into the vortex of endless-repeating sad songs, hiding in the dark corner licking my wounds, and painting my room dark. Okay, i'm sure that's all not going to happen, cause i don't want it to happen.

Back to point, it's been a long week today, with ups and downs and etc, but i'm glad it's through, and i hope i've learned something out of it, otherwise it's just going to reappear.

Cheerful music, slightly not-that-repetative food, the sun, a little talk with long-lost friends, a little hug and warm warm milk should do the job. Sounds like a little child needing love? I might just am being one.

爱情

我很希望你的到来, 但如果你来得不完整, 在不对的时间, 也在不对的人, 那么我宁愿等待一份完整的恋爱了 =3=3

我不会, 也再也不会了.

其实我受够了, 受够了你们的刺, 受够了你们的话, 也受够了自己给自己的难受.

不会, 也绝对不会再委屈自己的感觉了.
不需要面对着我不想笑的人笑,
不需要装傻接受你们的讽刺,
不需要什么都扛在自己的身上做,
不需要珍惜个不懂的珍惜我的人.
这一切都不重要了, 因为我比它们都值得.

我想要天天都能做自己,
虽然有时会很幼稚, 很天真, 很常做错很多事, 说错很多的话,
但我很开心, 因为大家都能开心的生活在一起.

可是,我不会,也不会再也委屈我自己,
不为了任何人,
我会学会更爱我自己的.

快快.

乘我还这样想时写出来吧:

有时刺猬把自己围起来, 并不是因为他想伤害你, 而是他也怕自己受伤.

Sundays

I just love to daze, and think of how great Your love is on the cross.

Smile

Smile guys, cause God smiles too whenever you do =3=3

特别的一天

想着以前自己迷恋着杰伦的"开不了口”,因他总能表达自己无法说得一切. 然而也因此我曾经错过了眼前的许多事物. 或许不是我的东东, 也不会有任何的错过吧.

虽然自己很希望现在会有什么发生, 但是现在绝对不是任何事情发生的时间. 面对着自己的期考与大考的来临, 除了抓住机会, 也需要尽了自己的全力去把握它. 为了你, 你们, 大家. 如果不好好考, 那一切的诺言也只能建在言语上. 行动, 才会让你有安全感.

原本自己又很感性的想说希望能保护你etc etc, 但是, 还是现在好好的去读书, 进到了law, 才有能力完成你我的梦想.

今天

可能还需要多一点勇气 =P

Something about life.

It might be a little late for me, but i realised, thanks to bing, that life is a continous on-going thing. Things in life have to move on. Changed will come and will happen. Even though there are a lot of things which i hope to freeze in time, it'll still go along with time. I can't change what's going to happen, but i can cherish whatever i still have now, and keep the memories with me, wherever i go.

Superb weekend xD

I know it's late and etc, but this post must go on !!! *Serious important part of my life* Okie, i doubt that i'll look anything like that again in the near future, unless there are a few more hip-hop themed parties to go xD *Thanks bing, edward for posing with me*d Last friday was our Sister's Night 2008 for IMC, was way cool, never had a cooler party than that. But somehow i think the sisters enjoyed it more than i did, but i did really enjoy ya =P Everyone had a superb time and i wouldn't have missed it even for the olympic openings (which i did miss) xDxD

Less talking, more pictures :
- Mafia brothers ready to go, maybe one, one is just being an ah-beng *angel ring lights up*
- Hip hop buddies in church, starting with liz and definitely not ending with Mel.
- Trust me, anyone would know we were acting =P=P But still, it felt more than friendship, a closer friendship =3
- I don't know what i'd do without you all !!!! *hugs*

- The next day, Joyce and i went to watch the basketball match between the 3 methodist churches. Congrats still on winning all 3 places in the mix match, super proud of IMC ^^ Especially Esther, Mel, Sam, Jess and Kim, who really showed them that girls can also play basketball!! Had a terrific day with everyone that day.
- Then that night *of my fun filled weekend*, we had a bbq at Vickery House. It's been so long after Joyce's burfday that we didn't have a bbq already. But still i super loved and enjoyed it. Thank Kwang Kiat for inviting me along ya =3=3 And everyone there that day that made the day so much more memorable. ^^
- The next day (here he goes again), after church, we went to UWA's expo / open day in the city. It was quite late when we reached, but we still managed to grab a glance at our so lovable probably-university-to-be for a few of us. Besides the not so well establish law facilities (and creepy looking), the rest was fine. Everyone had a great view on what to be, to expect and to strive for in the rest half of the year for our interested courses, sspecially our super-addicted-to-architecture friend which i think her name is Liz.

- Random picture i took at Karawara about doggies on discount that is. The price might be on discount, but not the cuteness and lovability of them =3=3
And with that, i'll end my post bout these few days, kinda short, but in short of time to rush for preparation for my mock exams soon. Cya all soon, and ally at the end of the bridge =P=P

Love much,
Oliver

一切都很值得.

今天应该是回到perth的第四个礼拜了. 才发现到最近的时间都过得很快, 随便读读书, 收拾收拾家里后就过了一天. 妈咪以前都经常说到每个人都有自己做不完的事, 只是你是否自己愿意去做完它. 现在就有这样的感觉.

四个礼拜内其实也发生了蛮多的事情. 比如收到了东澳大学的通知信, 经历了自己给自己的苹果磨练, 开始尽力去读书, 也理清了自己许多繁杂的感情. 回来这里后也知道了perth永远都会是我生命中一份抹不掉, 美好的回忆.

近来自己也尽量都好好用了自己的时间, 希望明天的记忆不会留空. 但这飞快地速度是到我的时间已经不在我的手掌中了. 六个礼拜后就会到了学校的第二学期大考了, 最近要好好注意报名大学, 更需要注意自己的成绩. 一定要做的事情也蛮多的 =P=P

听到我说要好好读书应该有点惊人吧. 似乎自己在中学的生涯里头都没有这样读书的劲. 来的这么突然的感觉, 原本以为只是自己幼稚的冲动, 但现在自己都开始跟上梦想的脚步, 一步一步慢慢的往前看, 往前行. 为了自己现在和将来的家庭, 为了能继续完成自己的梦想, 为了能留在perth, 为了能继续跟大家一起生活, 更重要, 为了神给我潜在的目的.

未来不远了. 现在做的一切可能都比以前难, 比以前辛苦, 但这好像不是问题了. 只在乎现在做的, 是否都值得呢?

We're GREAT !



*after not being great for sooooooooo long ><

This Friday.

- Sister's night to come xDxD

Here's a show of what IMC did last year :






I just can't wait for this friday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday nights

Saturday nights sounds weird, normally it's Friday's happy hour, or sunday night upcoming-blues, but saturday nights seem to be the middle of all the fun and the start of another hectic week for everyone.

Today's quite an okay day, actually i made a list of to-do thingies, but i didn't manage to finish them all up though. Mom was right about always have things to do while i usually slack back at Malaysia. The problem might be if you look far enough xD

Note to self : Should change the list into "want-to-do" list, that way atleast i don't feel guilty if i don't finish them up.

After i finished the apple meal which lasted for 3 days, everything went back to normal, about being overthinking too much (who says you can't think when u're hungry xD), and going into wrong classes, being blur about how my timetable is. And, i haven't touch an apple since, not that i hate them now, it's just that i still don't have a reason to eat them again >"<

It turned out to be more of a mental training rather than a slimming project. It came out of random when i decided to go for it last monday, don't ask, i can't answer why too. Many lessons were learned within those 3 days, which i wanted to right i think yesterday, but it's nowhere to be found. Well, the NEXT TIME i go for it, i'll make sure i do write them up =P

It's been about 2 weeks since i came back to Perth, still don't feel the homesick jor, but rather relieved and thankful that i have such a great chance to be back here to study. Now that the mock exams, final exams and uni entrance are so near, it's really a challenge to face life as it goes on. What to be, what to do, what to study, how to do.... etc etc... The list can just go on, but atleast we all know that we're heading somewhere now rather than standing on the spot =P=P

So much that i wanted to say before, but couldn't recall, maybe it's just emotions and random thoughts, but i'm so glad still that the day has ended, and it's time to switch off my lights to rest. Tomorrow's gonna be sunday and it's the most favourite day of my week. So sleep early everyone, toodles, and have a good rest tonight =3=3

Love,
Oliver

Mission : Day 1 *survived*

Day 1 on apples *passed*

Bonus :
i) Extra jog to karawara
ii) Resistance of ever so good Jester fries =3=3

Left : 2 more days.

... Signing... out...

今天是雨天

"每当下雨时,
总会有特别的事情发生."

也肯定

"我们回到了自己的轨道"

- 家辉上
草于二零零八年七月二十八日 (10.16 a.m.)

*待会儿还有考试 = =*

Harlo everyone =P=P

First off, i wanna thank those that regularly visit my blog, which may consist of my parents and a few of my friends, but sorry for the lack of update on my cyberspace.

It has been about a week since i came back to Perth, for many it seemed a bit hard, but somehow i felt a sense of missing Perth, might it be because there is only half a year left that everyone can stay together like this stage. But nah, that's still long away, it's more important to cherish the time i still have now xD

I had a good start for the term guys, getting things done and readied each day and being able to sleep well knowing that i have a brand new day to face tomorrow. I guess i had to sacrifice my personal cyberspace time in order to achieve this, rather than constantly checking my msn in like 5 minutes while doing my work. To tell the truth, it's pleasing, cause when i start to get everything done and arranged on time, i have more spare time to rest, do stuffs that i feel like doing, and also rest better. But it just feels bad to not update my blog for such a long time. I still love writing something here though =3=3 and also reading everyone's life off blogs =P

Okie, i guess no post is a complete post without some photos of my recent days xD

It might be a bit late, but this is johnny's burfday cake that we had last sunday at a korean restaurant named Poppo, although it wasn't much of a big big celebration, all of us stil enjoyed it, especially johnny i think =P

Okie, what are the weird legs doing here? This is actually a photo of "Ah Beng", "Teddy Bear", Joyce and "The most willing brother" in the cinema of Carousel, we weren't allowed to snap inside (i guess, in case of blinding the people there), so we took this pic instead. We watched "The Dark Knight" and it was a really well-done movie, definitely worth the price for the nice plot =P Had a great time with all my friends too =3=3
This is a random picture at Canning Bridge bus station, where i dropped my phone badly and there are scratches all on it T.T Felt like crying that time, but it had to come someday, and now i'll just have to take care of it more, hoping that nothing inside the phone has gone haywire, cause the photos it produce are really lack of quality recently. Either that, or i've been drowsy during the whole photo-taking time >< Ahhhaaaaa, the exciting time !!!!!!! This was IMCYF's brother's night last night where we had a cowboy theme for the day, everyone was well dressed to impress and we had a wild wild west night with all the quizes, awards, decorations, sketch, singing, and food. Our sisters really made an effort to make the night memorable.

We had a bar behind, which served no beer = = But thank you liz, for staying up until 3 o clock in the morning to finish that up, really added to the day to perfect it up ^^
This is my group of friends in Perth (missing out angel and alvin ><), but it was one of those days that you're glad that you have all of them right beside you each and everyday of your life. This is making the part of leaving Perth rather hard and i would be a blur now if it wasn't for all of these friends around. Nothing much in my limited vocabulary can describe this moment, but i'm just so undeserving and grateful for them <3<3 ya guys.

Last but not least is a photo of my new "Ah Beng" friend, which i just knew last time turned out o be the "Ah Beng" brother of our church, the never-seen-before photos to reveal how much has the award got to him.

The emo bit bit and ah-beng ward that we all love so much. So this is how my week has been guys, hope that everyone will have an awesome week ahead and also do remember to read ya bibles more often. Cheers guys, till end =P