Manfaat Dan Kandungan Pada Pupuk Npk 16-16-16
8 years ago
Posting here now feels kinda random, cause there isn't much happening in my life that has such a significant effect to make me post something so late, maybe my wreaking english essay which i shall not mention here today and try to let it pass, or just plain more about how i've been recently.
Redefining the term of "being okay" is needed now. I remembered aunty kim mentioning before about being in the middle of the warm glaciers and the ice cold water. Yes, that's where i'm now, nowhere near any part of it. It feels like being sitted around and waiting for something to happen while life just takes it's own pace in moving forward while you lie in it's shadow of yesterday. Funny isn't it?
I've been happy, sad, angry once in a while, depressed, sorrow and pain, but nothing feels like what i'm being right now, being in the middle, emotionless. I sorta need to clarify something here. I'm not going EMO =x=
Definition of Emo (gave it a though today):
People who let their overwhelming emotions take over themselves into cases which they themselves are just too tired to change any of that and let emotions roam through themselves like hungry lions.
Definition of Emotional (gave it more though today):
People who are filled with emotions towards the cold cruel world, even though they do have rather more reacting hormones towards stuffs than others, it doesn't mean that they don't go on with life and live life to the fullest?
Okay, mayb i'm just being emo. But being in this situation has gotta stop, otherwise i'll turn into emo zombies, sucked up into the vortex of endless-repeating sad songs, hiding in the dark corner licking my wounds, and painting my room dark. Okay, i'm sure that's all not going to happen, cause i don't want it to happen.
Back to point, it's been a long week today, with ups and downs and etc, but i'm glad it's through, and i hope i've learned something out of it, otherwise it's just going to reappear.
Cheerful music, slightly not-that-repetative food, the sun, a little talk with long-lost friends, a little hug and warm warm milk should do the job. Sounds like a little child needing love? I might just am being one.
Redefining the term of "being okay" is needed now. I remembered aunty kim mentioning before about being in the middle of the warm glaciers and the ice cold water. Yes, that's where i'm now, nowhere near any part of it. It feels like being sitted around and waiting for something to happen while life just takes it's own pace in moving forward while you lie in it's shadow of yesterday. Funny isn't it?
I've been happy, sad, angry once in a while, depressed, sorrow and pain, but nothing feels like what i'm being right now, being in the middle, emotionless. I sorta need to clarify something here. I'm not going EMO =x=
Definition of Emo (gave it a though today):
People who let their overwhelming emotions take over themselves into cases which they themselves are just too tired to change any of that and let emotions roam through themselves like hungry lions.
Definition of Emotional (gave it more though today):
People who are filled with emotions towards the cold cruel world, even though they do have rather more reacting hormones towards stuffs than others, it doesn't mean that they don't go on with life and live life to the fullest?
Okay, mayb i'm just being emo. But being in this situation has gotta stop, otherwise i'll turn into emo zombies, sucked up into the vortex of endless-repeating sad songs, hiding in the dark corner licking my wounds, and painting my room dark. Okay, i'm sure that's all not going to happen, cause i don't want it to happen.
Back to point, it's been a long week today, with ups and downs and etc, but i'm glad it's through, and i hope i've learned something out of it, otherwise it's just going to reappear.
Cheerful music, slightly not-that-repetative food, the sun, a little talk with long-lost friends, a little hug and warm warm milk should do the job. Sounds like a little child needing love? I might just am being one.
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