The almost-to-be 100th post

Somehow this was almost my 100th post even though i haven't actually posted so much posts in the past 9 months. There were drafts, and accidental saves, and a few special posts that were somehow buried here without me even remembering them. But yea, this is my 93rd post so i'm just going to say something to make a milestone after blogging for so long =P

*Thanks for everyone that is reading my blog still, really keeps me blogging at times because of a "how are you", "thanks", and even the reader thingie beside my blog adding up day by day*

The specialness of human nature

Humans are somehow one of those most special creations of God that seems to just make no sense at times.

We often say "yes" when our brains says so while our hearts don't,
We often do things we want to do but not the things we need to do,
We push, when the sign says pull,
We break things that we know are fragile,
We sometimes say or write things we don't fully mean,
We always have three fingers pointing back at us,
We always try to get things we don't have but forget about the things we have,
We can easily notice a small dot on a big white piece of paper,
We ask more than we give,

We seriously aren't perfect, but it doesn't mean that we should stop trying. Each and everyday, the sun still shines even though he knows that it'll just get dark again. Spiders still continue their never-ending spirit of building their webs, animals still roam the land even thought they know that everything will fade one day. If they aren't stopping, why should we? Plus, God loves us so much that He gave His one and only son for us. That, is a big enough reason =)

So much to say, but so little words to use.

Thank you for the day Lord, for another breath, another spectrum of light, for every sip of air, for every droplet of water, and every small crumble of Grace, Hope, and blessing in my life.

Thank you mom and dad, for working and saving so hard to send me over to this wonderful place to study, for loving the unlovable parts of me, for bringing my into this world, for showing me how great love is, for raising and teaching me, for crying when you had to whip me, for always not finishing you food and leaving the rest for me, for giving me stuffs that you guys know are the best, for never having me lift a finger at home, for giving me my dearest brother, for being the best parents i could ever wanted, and lastly, for being the most important part of my earthly life.

Thank you brother, for just being my dearest brother, my personal adviser back home, my playmate, my friend, and never saying "i love you" but still mean it.

Thank you my family, for sharing the same blood and loving me more than just because of that.

Thank you my friends, for showing me how different people are, how the world has so much to see and try, for crying, eating, playing, studying and doing stuff for me. Though we seldom meet at times, thanks for the lessons you've taught me, and the memories that i'll bring on in life.

Thanks to all the not so good stuffs that have happened in my life. You taught me to fear, and it's from fear that everyone learned to grow stronger and be a better person each and everyday.

Oh well, that's all about it guys. =P Cya, once i survive from the dreadful mock ahead ><