31st of August, 2008

Hi guys, non of the stickers went to waste xDxD

Location : *mind the untidy bed ><*


Closer View :


I know it isn't quite the boy thing to make a love shape thingie, but it might give me a better start each day with some love from everyone that came tonight =3

And even though It might not last forever, but i'll try ^^


Note

You still have a lot of growing up to do, young lad.

Odd, but true.

"We make them cry who care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us.

And we care for those who will never cry for us."

Faith

"Despite how much we want to understand and interpret Your wills and doings, how can so limited wisdom understand such a great Creator?"

Thank you guys.

Risen from the dead is me, which the dead refers to my bed. To put it short, i just woke up again after sleeping somehow.

This is going to be my last post for quite some time, back to life with so much to study, arrange, life for and enjoy. With that part settled and finished off already, Law is back as my number one target now, in You-dubb as well. Hmm, sounds hard? Nah, another 100% for 2-3 months will solve the problem xD

Thank you all, for those that had to bare with my emotion swings, Angel for nagging AND LISTENING, to me, Liz for studying IS with me *let's do it sometimes again*, brother Bing, for always being there, Kelvin, for noticing how much i needed a hug once in a while, Cindy, for patiently listening to my story always as well as sharing so much with me. Sam, for shining up everyone's life, Joyce, for hanging in always =P, and then the rest of the people in my life, I'd need a whole night to list them out, but thanks guys, for being in my life, wouldn't have it any other way.

Okay, i am going to get a good rest tonight, after 2 agonizing week, it's time to suck it all up, and continue the choo-choo train to UWA. Cya guys right at the end. It's a must.

感情的事

其实现在并不是最佳的时间写到这样的事, 因为自己还蛮蒙蒙咚咚的, 但是就回应下你吧朋友, 用下自己以前写过的东东.

在世上的每个人都是独特的, 也绝非找不到一个能100%和你一样的人. 有时仅为了这些差距, 人们之间有了摩擦. 彼此的摩擦是很痛, 但是却能磨练出更好的你. 相对的, 过分的摩擦, 会让两人之间什么都不剩下的. 也就是因为这样我们才需要智慧懂得与人相处. 或许有些人的人缘好, 但我相信这会是大家一辈子的功课来的. 既然如此, 就应该以颗快乐的心去努力, 这样才会长久.

"给与接受是友情与爱情里自然的回应,藏着本身自己的旋律.倘若要求的太多,拿到的也只单单是为了回答你的要求.给得太多, 却会无形中让对方的脚步显的沉重.在它自配的安排里,相信会看到更多更轻松,更快乐的两个人."

曾经写过的东西, 始终是忘不了, 却在平凡的生活当中没有把它实行出来. 来到这里发现自己真的还要学习接受自己所明白的事情, 而非选择性的选择自己所想要知道的.

感情很奇妙, 有那么多需要我们去学, 去包容, 去明白, 去体会. 有读过书, 听听人家的故事,有看过人家的爱情起伏. 的确丰富了我, 但现在它们都只成了纸上谈兵. 真正感情的学习在于自己去经历这些事情, 从一次又一次的跌倒当中学习爬起来, 更加小心与细心, 一直到你走到家为止.

也不知道还有什么好写的, 自己有点blur的时候会说自己都不是很明白的东西 (我最喜欢的借口), 等我有这样的感觉后再写写吧, 感觉蛮棒的 =3=3


Warning on reading my blog

Recently this has been my dump spot for what i need so say cause imma just getting lazy to talk xD But i guess the case is, i assume i need a rest, rather than running into the cannon before wearing my helmet and get fired out into the cold world =P Okay, officially sounds weird. But if it's time to rest, one will really need to rest before continuing on, don't feel the need to rush everything, things will come if they are meant to while we work the best we can in our own parts.

Went to the faith in action talk today by Reverent Dr. T, was great, nothing but great. I stumbled inside my mind bout a phrase that i've heard before, i'll try to quote it, but i'm nt sure whether it's the same:

"Our God is sometimes like light.
You can't see light, but without it, you can't see anything.
I can't see God, but through Him, i see everything else."


No blog post is complete without pictures !!!!!!! *hang in, cause it's going to be an airplane of pictures coming ur way xD*

- This is the front of my school, somehow my underlying conscious took this photo without me much realizing it until a few days ago, but it looks good, so much better than what i have to face in the classes ><


- There has been an abundant of cakes in this week too, with the first one being from care group and the second one made by all of the vickeries for Cindy's burfday. They might look different, but i ensure you that they're all 100% love =P

- Spring is just around the corner recently, with all the flowers blooming, the sun up, and the part which doesn't appeal much, the weather getting hot again =x=

- Oh ya, if you can't imagine what it is being up stage looking down at a lot of people, this would be the image =P


- Somehow taking pictures of myself doesn't feel like a taboo anymore

Okie guys, ran out of photo to continue on, so this is how my life is going on, note more on the small updates i post up randomly each day or so. Okie, i'm going to finish my laundry and go to sleep already xDxD Take care guys, and stay well too =3

Hi guys

Posting here now feels kinda random, cause there isn't much happening in my life that has such a significant effect to make me post something so late, maybe my wreaking english essay which i shall not mention here today and try to let it pass, or just plain more about how i've been recently.

Redefining the term of "being okay" is needed now. I remembered aunty kim mentioning before about being in the middle of the warm glaciers and the ice cold water. Yes, that's where i'm now, nowhere near any part of it. It feels like being sitted around and waiting for something to happen while life just takes it's own pace in moving forward while you lie in it's shadow of yesterday. Funny isn't it?

I've been happy, sad, angry once in a while, depressed, sorrow and pain, but nothing feels like what i'm being right now, being in the middle, emotionless. I sorta need to clarify something here. I'm not going EMO =x=

Definition of Emo (gave it a though today):
People who let their overwhelming emotions take over themselves into cases which they themselves are just too tired to change any of that and let emotions roam through themselves like hungry lions.

Definition of Emotional (gave it more though today):
People who are filled with emotions towards the cold cruel world, even though they do have rather more reacting hormones towards stuffs than others, it doesn't mean that they don't go on with life and live life to the fullest?

Okay, mayb i'm just being emo. But being in this situation has gotta stop, otherwise i'll turn into emo zombies, sucked up into the vortex of endless-repeating sad songs, hiding in the dark corner licking my wounds, and painting my room dark. Okay, i'm sure that's all not going to happen, cause i don't want it to happen.

Back to point, it's been a long week today, with ups and downs and etc, but i'm glad it's through, and i hope i've learned something out of it, otherwise it's just going to reappear.

Cheerful music, slightly not-that-repetative food, the sun, a little talk with long-lost friends, a little hug and warm warm milk should do the job. Sounds like a little child needing love? I might just am being one.